Not sleeping again surprise..surprise. It will happen when it supposed to, until then writing and re runs of Law and Order. So from the bleak Friday morning tribulations to a Friday night filled with sweetness, love and wayyyy too much good Indian food. That was nothing compared to the loving company of the angels. Several hours ago I wanted to call and cancel them but didn't . My reward tonight for getting through an ugly day was to just be with caring friends. For the first time in what feels like forever my thoughts were not absorbed for every single millisecond with self obsession over G.
I want to say the night was good but that feels so wrong to experience in G's notably absence. Kind of like going out without your pants on. It wasn't that forgot but more like it was not as heavy as it has been, for a short while at least. As my angels fly off home after feeding and loving me, here I am again missing G. Who do I tell about my evening shared with friends. For the moment you blog I tell you.
I need also to let you Jaxie the naughty had a great night too, my wickedly cute dog so loves company especially when that company sneaks him home Indian sweets. His joy at visitors means he was leaping around like an ADD kid on red cordial. He is beautiful and my own little four legged saviour of late. But be warned if stop in on your way through. He has no manners or boundaries. He loves to cuddle, snuggle and kiss. The boy is a total flirt. While I am a big fan of Ceasar's way my Jaxie has not been so much whispered as spoilt rotten.
Thank you angels for tonight, the gift of your company is priceless. I am blessed in my darkness
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