Went to the cinema saw "Friend with Benefits" I laughed and has the ahh moments it was enjoyable big screen event but no more. Like MSG ok at the time but seriously screws me up afterward. I am on a self imposed RomCom sabbatical. I digest these movie's in a seriously bad way where is my happily ever after? I know know no one who has ridden off into the sunset or been in a flash mob with Justin Timberlake or Ryan Gosling.
So here on out it will be action flicks, political doco's or horror on my tickets not nearly as appealing but am putting these expectation makers on the program. As the princess of expectations I need no help or encouragement in that department.
Not that expectations are a bad thing but mine need to be realistic. Otherwise my life sux. Leave's me feeling that I am not enough of anything....smart, pretty, thin or rich. All in all a bitter after-taste that I can do without. If I can eliminate dairy from my life fairy tale daydreams should be easy...should,t they.
My life is good and I am blessed but I can lose all of that in moment once expectations rear their heads. I forget to be aware of all that I have achieved and been blessed with and focus solely on what I don't have, can't get or who I am not. That can be kind of twisted tourture.
So goodbye Justin, Katherine, Hugh, Ryan, Mila Julia and all you other beautiful celluloid people wish you well but wont be seeing you any time soon.
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