Feeling like this is a losing battle. The moroseness that has been woven into my being leave no glimmer of light. The tears come all the time with no warning or respect for the environment I am in. Directionless in all areas of my life. I get up go to work seems the only function I have currently.
Wake up, get out of bed, shower, dress get my self from my house to my work place that's is all there is mu only purpose. Have I really become this shadow, a dark figure with no depth or light. Each way I turn for guidance leaves me wanting...and I keep coming back to this same space please make the pain go away. I know how to do this and the resulting consequences seem to matter less with passing time...actually some of the consequences are starting to look inviting.
I am on my knees asking for help and guidance but the is none... maybe that is the truth. I am praying to nothing, my existence is pointless.
We arrive - We exist - We die - THE END
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