Climbing Out

Ok I want out of this pit that I have exiled myself to, so how do I get out ? Any suggestions are gratefully accepted and maybe attempted. I need a plan love a plan always have any opportunity to list and spreadsheet I am all over ( I will deal with the control stuff later) right now I need to reconnect with my life. Rather than trying to imagin what my life will be with G absence I am going to have to go out and do it.

So here goes I have spoke to HP sure he/she/its on my side. This is my gratitude list for today 8/10/2011
friends who love me unconditionally

• my house
• my job
• for naughtiest dog Jax 
• that I have done no permant damage to my self
• summer is coming 
• 10 years is on the horizon
• tinsel is in the air 

Not bad for off the top of my head huh. So I am off to walk (have to try and move some of this winter weight I have accumulated) ...see you soon  xoxo